The emptiness experiment is something I’ve experienced ever since I began this journey over 20 years ago. I’ve held back allowing the full immersion to take me whole because I wasn’t well practiced in patience. I first needed to understand fear. The reason we struggle with our emotions is because we fear to feel.
The gift I’ve received in my journey is to feel life deeply. I’ve always had this huge passion to be deep and to feel whatever I’m doing intensely. Which is why I love the world of entrepreneurship. I didn’t know it then but entrepreneurship was one of my great teachers in disguise. It taught me how to understand my emotions as I traded thousands in the crypto field. It taught me how to manage my fear dropping over half a million on a new restaurant opportunity. It taught me how to deal with producing television for millions live.
Seeing more money in one year that I’ve seen in 10 years of a job was scary to move that much money around but this taught me how to unattach from my fear and feeling world. Entrepreneurship was my master. It brought me directly into the mirror to see my ego. And that was its greatest gift. It forced me to face the ego world. The real problem in this world isn’t the corrupt government, or corrupt religions, or banks, or school system. It’s the ego program.
I didn’t understand what my purpose or mission was until I directly faced this identity that was created inside me but wasn’t who I really am. The only way out of this programming is emptiness. I or anyone in the world can’t help you through this. It can only be you and you alone that needs to understand the power of the egos hold. And humanity hasn’t hit the real issue as of yet. Because humanity still thinks there is a bad person or persons doing the “bad” things “outside” so it keeps them in a hypnotic rhythm locking them into this hold that can’t free themselves.
The only teaching I have is my own experience with dissolving ego. That’s all I have to offer and thats given me Nirvana.
With warm coffee and butterflies,
~Denny Morales
